Date: Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Time: 5:30 AM

hi blog.
haven't been blogging because i simply have nothing to blog about.
met up with friends and all but i can't access and upload the pics i took with them because i don't have a facebook account!

i don't wanna set up one.

ok. let's see.

the new year is here. and because it's still the holidays( fortunately) , it feels like 2008.
but im starting to feel empty already. THAT day is arriving.

the day whereby you will pull yourself out of bed quickly,prepare,take the bus and arrive to the place with strangers. seemingly familiar strangers. yes, SCHOOL is what im talking about!

and i simply dread the eve of school reopening. sucks. you know it's the last day and you wanna treaure it. but then it all seems so short and it just keeps slipping away from your grasp.

but it's good. or not my brain juice is seeping out of my head at an exponential rate. i always feel like a ben dan during the holidays. ( ohya. i did my math homework today and guess what?!? i used a freakin' half an hour to solve an AP question. what the @#$&??? seriously. i wonder how im even gonna pass my a level.)
so i guess it's not that bad after all.
other than the long school hours, the fact that i have to wake up at 5.45am and homework.

anws. regarding training.. i just wish that we can do something different and not so brainless. or not i really feel like it's becoming a routine. and i don't wanna dread training. i have great dreams for this team but i start to wonder if we can really peak during this period. i hope we do.. but we gotta continue to work at it.

school's gonna be tiring but i hope God, you will continue to empower me.

I FEEL GOOD. ( weirdly good) excited but at the same time afraid of the future. it's gonna be chaotic and hectic.. but i think it's these challenges that make life more purposeful. it will be tiring but i hope i'll run the race!

so press on , the weary or the lazy bum bums!

some sort of motto that popped out :don't let ourselves down.
before blogging, i suddenly had the thought: " why are we training so many times and making so many sacrifices? what if we don't win at the end of the day?".
but i realised, if we don't try, we won't even have the chance to win.

so my dear team mates, if you're reading this. don't give up.

run the 3.3 km and do stages man!

love,
che.

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