Date: Monday, November 24, 2008
Time: 6:44 PM

boohoo. TEOHENG is cancelled! : (

nvm. it gives me time to do my stuff and Renai Camp stuff. so oh wells.

tse see don't need to feel bad. i know you have no choice lah.

arghs. dry run for day two programmes is coming!!! i hope things go well. * cross my fingers.

I'm like on a merry-go-round. Turning round and round,but not knowing what I'm achieving. After going round and round, doing things seemingly in an orderly manner ( but in actual fact it is all aimless), i realised that really.. only with the FEAR of the Lord, would i really "succeed". I guess I haven't really been serving. I've been doing things my way. Rushing here and there with my own strength. Didn't pray, didn't seek Him. In our business, we often forget Him..even if the things are done with an initial aim of glorifying Him. It's like chasing the wind. Chasing after nothingness. Fumbling and tumbling on my own..when trying to reach the finishing line....but getting nowhere near the final destination. Just like falling into a bottomless pit. It's horrible. So I must really learn why am I doing it! : )

hahas. hope my sharing will be useful even to the non-believers. Sometimes, we keep struggling to hang onto things and suffering due to the hectic schedule. Doing things without a passion, without an ultimate goal... then why are we doing them? For self-gratification? If you know you want it, go for it. but know the purpose....

just like netball. am I training for the sake of training? Or do I believe we can all work towards it? Do I even want it? It's really a workout... not a training.

but then again... what can I do?

love,
che.