Date: Monday, October 13, 2008
Time: 8:31 AM

hello. just had a game with ite.

we merged with ajc netball for today. had fun with them. today's performance sucks. i guess i got to be more disciplined and use my brains when i play. : )

to rach and tsesee, thanks for your encouragement. you guys really made my spiritual walk with God much more easy.

oh . wanna share with u guys something i learnt during the sermon and sunday school.

you know sometimes we ask God or maybe ourselves why do we have to suffer? Sometimes im angry with God because he sent natural disasters and all the political instability. you start to ask where is the love?

but then think of lepers. they don't feel the pain! and this very fact makes their life so painful. their organs may drop off but they just don't feel the pain at all.

so surprise surprise! PAIN IS A GIFT. A BEAUTIFUL GIFT!

i shan't elaborate more. im certain this example would be more than enough to let you be thankful for your sufferings.

Indeed. i really love my team now. and we're gonna fight together. i have the urge now to not work FOR them ( live up to their expectations) but to work for them because i want to go through this with them. So i have to push myself and be disciplined.

ok back to the point. i thank God for all the pressure and all the unneccessary politics we are facing. because such sufferings made us grow.

and to all who are weary, who are frustrated with whatever nonsense. praise the Lord!

and to Rach. wanna be frank with you. You gotta cut down on your vulgarities. Know it's frustrating and you feel like pulling off her hair. but you gotta contain your anger and use other means to simmer down. i mean it's foolish to curse and swear for such a reason.

okie doks. wanna do so much things during the hols. hope i will have a meaningful hols. and arghs. sorry for whining. but i gotta go all the way to pp to take a passport size photo for my ogl application form and then go back to school to hand it in before 12pm. and i have to wear uniform and shoes. why must they insist on having my photo!?! ok lah. im just being plain lazy.

ok end my blog with a short story.

it is about this composer who wrote 8000 gospel songs.
she was born in a really poor family.
When she was 6 weeks old, she was running such a high fever,liquid was oozing out from her eyes.
as her parents were to poor to afford a decent doctor, they got an unlicensed one who laid something hot on her eyes ( without proper knowledge)

and she went blind.

her mum was obviously overwhelmed with contrition and her last words ( i think) were " im sorry. if only we were richer". ( her dad died when she was one)

and she said " it's okay mum. If i could choose again, i would still choose to be blind because the first person i'll see would be the Lord."

so beautiful. so beautiful.
it's not even like it's not your choice or i have forgiven you . but the first person I'll see would be the Lord.
everytime i think abt it, i wanna tear.

it's ok mum. because the first person i'll see would be the Lord.